The technical and the emotional conflict;
Rapidly evaluating every situation, person, look.
Truly scaring some with words so cryptic
Does self-loathing equate misogynistic?
The nature of inadequacy never quits.
Smart enough to know I’m dumb,
Too dumb to do anything about it.
You’re too sadistic, too simplistic
Surrounded by those who are gifted
To be such beauty, I yearn.
The less I know the more I burn.