"I’m going to miss you so much more, Pauline. You have no idea. I can’t handle knowing that the best part of my life will be gone and I feel terrible that we can’t be anything else because I have hurt you so much. I realise that now. You didn’t deserve any of it. You’re a good person, Pauline. Probably the kindest person I’ve ever met. You deserve so much better then what I did to you and I hope no one ever makes you feel like this again. I’ve always loved you and I will always love you. And I love you too much that I can’t allow myself to let you down again. I would’ve done anything to be in your life again. Anything. Now I’m too late. This is probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever had to go through with, but I need to respect your decision. It’s the least that I can do. You take care of yourself, okay? I hope you find someone that makes you happy. I’m never going to forget you and everything that we had and even though we’re losing each other, you will always be a part of me and I’ll miss you every day."